Not saying it will happen

But if it does

I want to be anywhere but here.


Being elsewhere wouldn't solve anything, and maybe it's a coward's approach, but it wouldn't be something I could just brush off. It's not something I could just try to fit into again. I'd pray for the best but I don't know how to deal with it. I don't think I could, not now.

I will be writing personal entries, they will be set to private. If it's something you want to know and you're someone that's honest enough with me and cares enough about me to call me your friend and mean it, say something and I'll give you access. If not, suffice for flaky details and keep living your life without me in it.